In this fast track world where relations are made faster than fast food and status keeps on changing as frequently as Facebook updates, there are many from the lot who are broken hearted, who couldn’t get the one they love and who still believes in traditional way of falling in love. So on this Valentine day, when many such hearts wish to have magic of Love in their life, a special dedication to all you Angels because you are special 🙂
It may be surprising to get another letter from the guy who never used to express anything about his love. The silence can often be interpreted as being carelessness. But there are moments in my life, when I just can’t tell you, how I really feel. It’s not because I don’t know why, not because I don’t trust you but because I can never really find the right words to make you understand how much you matters to me.
People say they want to grow old with their loved ones but I don’t understand how someone can grow old in love. I want to stay young forever with you in love. I will grow old in love, only if I have to grow with your memories. Frankly, I don’t even understand what love is, or I am not sure if there is anything called as love but one thing I know, when I am with you, someone up there in sky makes the clock to tick faster. When I am alone, my heart keeps asking about you. When you are away, I feel alone even between the hundreds of people. When I see something amazing alone, I wish you were with me and when you are with me, I find everything amazing. Even failure seems to be achievement, when I lose to you.
But some people say we can never be together but there were the times when people used to say world is flat and how wrong they were. I don’t know whether you love me or not because it was me who started falling in love with your deep eyes, your innocent smile, your uncaring attitude, your fun loving life. Probably, I know more about you, your likes and dislikes, your schedule than I even know about myself.May be in this lifetime we can’t be together but that is the problem of being in love. No matter how many times I decide not to surrender to it but eventually, I end up trying one more time. Things would have been easier for me, if I would have born only with a brain.
As someone said, Love moves into our lives and occupies its sweet space in our heart so easily. But it never guarantees that it will stay there forever. Sometimes it lasts, sometimes it hurts. Probably that’s why it is so precious. I don’t say be mine but I want to say, be with anyone but always be happy, never let your precious drops of tear to flow because your smile will always be the nerves of my life.
May be I can’t express what you mean to me, but all I want to say is:
I never knew, all my life who am I,
But everything got answered when I saw myself in your eyes.
I never knew, what they meant by million dollar smile,
But it all made sense when I saw your precious smile.
I never knew, when they say love either stay forever or it fall,
But when I am with you, even forever seems to be small.
I never knew, whether you will be mine on this Valentine Day,
But it’s how I say the things whenever I wanna say.
And what I just want to say is, wherever you go, whatever you do, I will be right here waiting for you. If you find the perfect better half for you, go ahead, live the life in best way but if you ever have to turn back, I will always be knelt down, keeping my arms open to give you all the comfort of your life.
In Love with You Always,